Wednesday, November 30, 2011 1:45 AM
today...did not go the way i wanted
i wanted to meet dar after work to go town together exchange my faulty iphone.
i was supposed to meet him at 7.30pm, but i couldn't get off work till 7.25pm and that's with the help of jiemei too.
because...of someone again.
can ask me why i can't give the work when i say i need to go off.
it's supposed to be pass office hours, and we're not paid for OT kay.
but all bosses like that la.
you'll know when you get out to work if you haven't already.
thank goodness i have jiemei help me out do tgt else i will have to leave even later.
once i was out of office, i took out my phone and i saw a miss call from dar and 2 messages.
called him and guess what?
he said because of me, he quarrelled with his mom cos she wanted him to have dinner at home.
great..off to a bad start already before i even saw him.
as expected, when i saw bf, he was in those emo leave me alone mood.
i suspect that he didn't have enough sleep, which always make him into a really grouchy hard to be with person. and i was right.
anyway, partly also because he still in holiday mood, so he super no mood.
we queued for veryyyy veryyyy verryyyyyyy long.
& when it was our turn, guess what?
i can't exchange because my expiry was yesterday. wth right.
i was told by the m1 people that last day is today.
yet now they tell me is yesterday.
i can't rmb when i called the call center and asked when was my last day, and dar was like super annoyed at me when i told the girl i really can't rmb.
like first day you know me meh?
i so scatterbrain. sigh. please get use to this type of me.
but dar was sweet lah. he said he was prepared to be a nasty customer and help me fight but i dun give him ammo (cos i cant rmb when i called) so he upset.
i duno why dar always so upset with me over such small things like this.
never get to exchange phone but we still considered spend time together what, why must so upset.
i didn't know can take that escalator do down directly to m1 from paragon entrance also upset.
that time eat pizza want use coupon but expired already i didn't realise also upset.
haiyooo. can dun upset?
you upset i more upset.
so can you imagine how my day went?
want to go off at 7pm, kana dragged.
want to meet bf get some TLC,instead got a emo bf who want to be alone & be quiet.
want to exchange phone, but warranty date over.
sigh.. really not my day.
there were pockets of times while we were going back to his house for dinner after the phone thingy today that we argued, and also have small peace.
but most of it were not that fantastic.
i think dar's back to being a porcupine again.
remove all the spikes from you please.
i want my cuddly sweet & cute bf back.
okay, maybe he's not all that, but i definitely dun wan a bf who keep critising me. it's damn depressing.
makes me feel like im never good enough.
i think it's better that you get used to how i am instead of trying to get me to keep changing and meet your expectations.
cos you also need alot changes but you hardly change and i dun really critise you de lor.
anyway, got to his house, had dinner, and auntie said wanna play mj.
but not enough ppl, cos dar wanna go meet his frens, so they say wait angeline back.
dar went off first, and angeline came back, but she didn't wanna play.
so i watched mnet awards show that she recorded.
i wanna watch the entire thing eh..when's the replay huh?
but i watched awhile, like about an hour or so before i went back home.
came back, and i really felt so down i feel close to breaking down.
im dreading going to work.
totally not looking foward to tmr because tmr will be the so called "lesson day" where i would probably feel like an idiot again.
and please please please i toa-long you dun exceed your half hour lecture.
i dun wan stay back waste so much time.
yaya learn new things is not wasting time, but to me, if you tell me half hour, then keep to that timing please. beyond that is wasting my time.
i need my own personal time and break.
can you imagine i feel so depressed that when i got home & saw the 2 packages waiting for me on the table i dun even feel excited?
i recently bought alot of clothes, most of which is work clothes cos manager say i need to dress for success.
wore this yesterday to work. bought from bugis street while i was with marmi.
my attire today. i like the simple dress i got from bugis street also. but this is much cheaper then the top one.
speaking of clothes, dar bought me 2 tee shirts from his trip.
one is a brown angry bird tee shirt, and the other is a red mickey mouse tee shirt.
he got himself an identical red mickey mouse tee shirt too, so can wear as couple shirt right?
the angry bird tee shirt is in brown eh. i dun like the color. so dark.
but it's cute lah.
i realised, dar also can get excited about clothes.
he very enthusiastically showcased his new buys to me and even wore one which he absolutely loved for me to see.
i like this side of dar. very cute. haha.
i can relate to his kinda feelings cos im always like that.
did i mentioned i got my mickey poloroid last sunday?
was feeling depressed that day too, so i guessed i didn't feel that excited.
it's gorgeousss.
okay picture is portrait instead of landscape, but i lazy edit.
so please exercise your neck and tilt your head.
i hope tmr is a better day.
good night!
*psst..dar if you happen to read this post and feels very wronged by me, i still love you loads and i just need to spill all these out kay. else i'll really be depressed big time and i can't handle that. im sorryyyyy for making it seem like it's all your fault but it's not. i know you just emo, just that i dun like you being emo.
