Tuesday, November 22, 2011 1:31 AM
Think my blog is one step into the grave...
life aint easy on you once you hit 23 seriously. it's either busy with work or study. i do kinda miss blogging. i miss out on so many things to blog here.
recently i really keep thinking my birthday's coming super soon & im not exactly anticipating it. 24 definitely sounds older than 23. no more teenager liao. think i got reminded by someone my birthday's coming & it started me on a roll of ageing.
but what's really weighing on my mind is that i will have to go thru 6 whole days of not seeing my bf from tonight onwards. nitemare really. i've been meeting him alot recently so hopefully im cushioned from the impact, but i doubt it'd cushion so much.
i dun understand why whenever i tell dar lets go holiday he will give me alot of excuses. Below are the common reasons he use:
1. not enuf leave to take from work cos of school
2. cannot take leave too advance cos hv periods tat are blocked
3. expensive no $
4. never go that country bef dunwan cos 人生地不熟
see? alot excuses right? even when i found cheap deals go near places such as bintam/batam/malaysia he refuses. yet he can take aeroplane go malaysia with his frens. he can plan with his frens very advance go holiday & he can go 5 days take alot leave from work. very unfair right? frens wan 就是无可奈何. I want 就 see how first. sigh. I really do want a holiday getaway just me & dar. really really really want.
Okay cannot complain liao. Later bf not happy. Hahaha. I love you still ok darling. Although you super unfair.
I went back to work last week & i have been busy up to my neck with endless urgent asap things. kana chased by supplier till i dulan. but at least my pay got increased lah. so thats a good thing.
Exam period a few weeks back was horrid. I did badly & expect to fail cos i didnt have the heart to study. But i very upset whenever ppl ask me how i did & if i said im gonna fail they will confirm say aiya wun lah. Some even insist lor. Its like i know for a fact i will fail. then dun insist with me can anot. I really wish no one else ask me about results anymore. But i will wish even more tat i pass all by some miracle lah.
That period was bad also because i had tons of quarrels with bf. Like seriously non stop no break. i think he was like a porcupine keep rejecting me / poking me with his needles till i damn upset. But thank goodness my normal bf is back with his occasional sweetness.
hmm wednesday onwards i will be banished to work in the pantry cos jiemei come back to work after exam & no one free to clear tables change seating. So i have no seat. Sigh. I wan my old seat back leh. My office bursting to the seams with people & things. I think we need a bigger office.
Okay. I typed all this from my iphone on blogger app. & my hand super strained cos i held it in one hand & used the same hand typed. Shall stop now & head to bed. Nights peep
